Only 6 days till I leave and it hasn't quite hit me. I am going to miss everyone. It would be right before I leave that I meet the most wonderful guy. He is perfect. I have never met anyone quite like him and now I have to leave him.... hope we can make this work...

Saw the new Superman movie! It was so good! I didn't know so much drama, action, and detail could be packed in to one movie. It is defiantly a must see movie. I am really going to miss seeing movies with my friends :/

17 days left. everything seems like its packed together and crazy. so much to do in so little time. I am going to miss everyone and everything. I have been working really hard to be ready.

Graduation is tomorrow. I am so excited!

Wow.... I graduate a week from today. It doesn't even seem real. I have been here for so long it seems. Most of my life spent in school. My school experience has been... well it hasn't been good. Always cast aside, never had any friends; I cant say it was because I was shy and quiet because, I am the loudest person i know. It was my behavior and lack of self worth and self control that held me back for making friends and being invited to social gatherings.
It took me till a year ago To figure out what I needed to do to change. The main thing was finding a goal; something to work for that kept my high energy and active mind occupied. I found a career path, and then I found friends. People who can talk to me because my crazy is focused on things other then finding friends and flirting with boys, People are attracted to people with purpose.
My life has taken a huge turn for the better. I have hope for my future. I have been running and working out and learning. I know a little about a lot of things. from land navigation to Army history. I can run 2 miles in 17 min 49 sec, do 62 sit ups in 2min, and 27 push ups in 2min. A huge improvement from never running, doing 5 sit ups, and not being able to do any push ups.
It feels like my life starts when I leave (31 days from now) and I can't wait.
I am really going to miss my friends that I have had for such a short time now but, I am now ready to start my life.

Senior skip day was a blast. slept in, went to the lake, and stoped in at the senior camp out.

33 days left before my life starts!